heh... its ironic how things happen...

i guess i'm getting my wish

i have no choice but to grow up now...

† i have been TRYING to retain myself from writing on here... but nope can do... you guys are just gonna have to be bored lol... nah yall wouldn't be bored by ME....

i done my english essay... on envying your best friend... i hope i get a good grade... despite that i procrastinated until the night before it was due lol... but oh well... i also have a geometry test tomorrow.... nooooooo and i'm kinda confused in that class right now

but anywho more serious now....

sunday was an extreme day. it was definitely a day in my life that i will look back and say... "i'll never be the same." ... it went from really low (after sunday a.m. church... i got some bad news) and from really high (after sunday p.m. church... i got some great news)... and i really want to tell people whats going on .. but i can't, its just not the right thing to do right now... it seemed like i cryed all day sunday... and i prolly did. i talked to bro. akers for a while... he made me feel a lil better... but there is only so much that words can do... the rest if left up to God...and I need to realize that.... no matter what happens... who goes or who stays... i will serve God...and i will make it †

i promised to myself that i wasn't going to put more than one entry a day on here becuz i'm sure ppl get tired of getting my entries in their email..((Sorry))... but when i have nothing else to do...what else am i suppose to do?

tomorrow i was planning on picking exactly what i was going to do for my english project..but like the idiot in me i left my backpack at cristy's soo i won't get it back (ahaha thats funny "left my backpack...wont' get it back") until suunday..sooo i don't know what i'm going to do...no worries...

speaking of no worries...from now on i'm going to always try to be in a realllly good mood.... a friend of mine is always in a good mood...i mean ALWAYS...i just got finished talking to him and he told me that he got one of his trucks stuck in a big mud hole and his other truck he wrecked in not even a week span..and he has to sale it!! and i was like "man, you've had a bad week." and he said something like it doesn't matter what happened or how i feel...what will being angry or upset do? and it made me think....okay i know this is a revelation that many already know...well, maybe not... i know ALOT of peeps that needs some cheering up...but anywho...////i'm rambling